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lyrics
How do I begin to write this?
I have turned my back on everyone that stood by my side, as I
hide behind my broken mask outlined with a darkened past. Everything keeps building up and I'm no longer myself,
and I don't care anymore, I just don't care anymore.
I am sick so sick of this life, no matter what I do nothing changes. Nothing seems to disappear, it's just me in my own head.
I just can't be happy. Living a life of regret isn't living.
why should I keep trying just to keep falling short?
Every move I make is in the wrong direction, dig my hole a little deeper. I'm falling apart just to tell you that I'm sorry.
You won't hear me, I'm screaming silently, muted in the water that I'm drowning in. You won't see me, I'm sinking violently, lost in the current of myself.
I need change, I need change, please save me, please save me from myself.
This is my last chance, my only option left. I've lost total control with one thousand things running through my head.
I am sick so sick of this life, every day is a constant struggle.
I'm reminded of all the things I've said, and it gives me a fucking reason. Maybe one day I can finally be free, or maybe I'll completely see why I was left behind and why it's my time to die.
This is my last and final goodbye. this is my last chance my only option left this is my final goodbye. Goodbye.
credits
released October 26, 2015
Instrumental composition: Jacob Sparks/Landon Brackett
Lyrics: Justin Rice
Production: Dalton Skinner
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